EDIT 3 -final i think?-
All done with the stuff... most emotional day of my life.
Everything is very different now.
It's weird how the absents of 1 person can change things so much...
Mema you will always be in my heart, i will never ever forget you.
Your memory will always make me a little weepy, but only because i miss you so much.
I love you her so much, an life is never going to be the same without her...
Currently at my uncles house, we'll be here for the weekend i think...
We're going to my grandma's funeral in a few hours.
I'm still like, numb...
I think i'll update after the funeral.
I'm sorry i haven't been working, or talking to anyone, or doing anything.
I'll try to get things back together asap
i wont be leaving till this weekend, thats when the funeral is...
My only regret is that i didnt get to see her one last time..
You know when there's some people in your life, some people you just think, they're untouchable, nothing bad will ever happen to them. They've always been there, since the day you were born, nothing bad will happen to them, they'll always be there... Nothing can take them away...
I might be going away for awhile, me my brother and my dad are taking a trip... idk how long i'll be gone