In 2 days i'll be 24 years old...
It seems i am cursed on my birthday that something, ANYTHING will happen that will stress me out so bad i wont be able to actually enjoy my birthday fully...
I guess I'm just sharing how i feel at the moment, i feel like i cant really talk to anyone about this, because, even though i have friends on the internet, it doesn't feel like i am talking to them...they cant give me a hug, we cant go out and get a coffee... i cant go see them i something horrible has happened... and all the friends i have that live around me... i just dont want to talk to them about this because i dont feel like they would care about this subject like i do...
I'm sorry; i'm stupid...
I want to draw...
